negative looks like shit on you

maybe if you lightened up things wouldn't hurt so bad

i hope your happy

i know i am

Drought

This heat will be the death of us all

Our creative spirits are in limbo

Some are thriving

Some are falling

I'm on the latter

Watching for snakes around every corner

My mind refuses to co-operate

My body wants to create

Although broken bones give way to excuses

I'd rather not take pity

I'd rather be strong and independent

Giving birth to something with meaning

I want to invoke reaction

I want to be rich

This heat will cease and I will be.

I will continue to live this way, no matter what they say...

I want to be in love, but I don't like commitment.
I want to change the world, but not rule it.
I want to smile, even when it rains.
I want to be the light that guides you through your days!

I have brought myself to new heights in the last few weeks, my vibration has never been this high naturally and it blows my mind how happy can simply roll over me at any moment! I am so in love with life and everything/everyone that is a part of it at this very moment. I thank those out there that are at my level and those below and above. You are all amazing and deserve to hear that everyday. I love you! Let's make the world a much better place for everyone!

Live life smile hug

Ear Cheese

It genuinely concerns me when my ear cheese doesn't smell like it usually does. As gross as that might sound, I'm sure I'm not the only person that may have encountered such a situation in the past, or will in the future. I suppose making a point to wash them in the shower makes the most sense.

ANYWAY~ I haven't woken up feeling this way on a cloudy day in ages. Coffee, Bedouin and blogging. Last time this happened I was probably living at my dad's still almost 4 years ago. Now that I'm single and have my own room again I'm not sure as to what to do. It's empty so I have this itch to fill it. It's time to rearrange! and figure out how much storage I need and where to get it for free (at least that part is already taken care of).

This is slowly progressing and i'm feeling great! my mood has been in an upswing and everyone around me seems to be in the same boat! It is amazing! I am so stoked for the goals people are reaching and for the things I will accomplish in the coming months. I wish everyone the best in the next chapter of their life, as I look for the same well wishes as I embark on my final year of college. I know those who may feel down on their luck will find this positive vibe and ride it with us!

SMILE everyday and hold the door when you can. We can make this world a happier place for all. I may have a maxed out credit card and 20 bucks to my name, but I am rich with energy and love for everything around me. Keep the happy going! Fresh starts mean a whole batch of new reasons to laugh and to look for the little things that will make you smile each and everyday.

Give happy a try. It can't hurt.

summer time and the livin's easy....

For the sake of taking time out, I have ventured home for Father's Day weekend and will seize this opportunity to veg out and relax in a quiet area of the County. It's nice to get centered and clear my head once in a while. I'm not huge on meditation, but enjoying the calmness that surrounds this place is definitely a plus to coming home. I'm looking forward to some serious beach time with good people this week and next, as well as an outdoor show by NOFX when I get back into the city. Things are looking up everyday, and this refound positive vibe that I'm running on is totally starting to make a difference.

PEACE LOVE HAPPINESS!

Infatuation blinded me, Cause frankly you seem Hollow.

Plunge your double edged dagger deep

Twist the blade and watch my face for signs of pain

Your words cut like razor wire

Your presence fills my throat with frogs

And my gut with stones

Those butterflies have migrated south

My knees buckle, I can't walk a straight line

All this liquor is gonna kill me

Keep your vices close and your enemies at arms length

I'll come out swinging before I whither and die

Take your new life and leave me behind

Tonight, I just want peace of mind

It's the time of the season.

It's been a while, but the summer is finally here and I've got a sunburn. Looking forward to the weekend, I will be helping out with Fashion rocks at Fanshawe College Friday morning. It will basically be a day to get high school students interested in Fashion Design. What I really can't wait for is The Grickle Grass Festival happening on Saturday! I have volunteered to bartend at the evening festivities and will be hanging out with my friend Chris Keene (check his blog here).

There are many bands lined up to play the evening including Wild Domestic and David Ussleman, another friend of mine. The whole day promises to be lots of fun, and Steamwhistle has joined on as the official beer sponsor!

Totally Stoked!